I bought a camera!!! Nikon d3000 if you must know, old model but good enough for me for now. Muahah.
I have eaten loads of food today and it makes my belly happy. Food is good.
Anyway, let's get down to a very current ''issue'' what has been appearing at this age for many people. People often tend to ask questions like "What are your plans for the future?" or "What do you wanna become?".
It's normal, we all do it. I do it? It's called curiosity (or just being polite).
This question might raise strong feelings in the person who is still unsure about what they want to become, and hence feel pressure to decide. I know those people. I struggled with that for quite sometime also. Not only is that enough, but in today's society, you seem to need to work really hard whatever it is that you're doing. -------Keep busy. ---------Look like you know what you're doing.
I guess what I'm trying to say is that this day and age is all about planning out your life, knowing where you stand next year, what you study and eventually work for, where you're going to live. As a person who depends my life on God's hands, I find it amazingly interesting to know what's happening next. Let me take you through a small glimpse of my life at the moment.
~I know absolutely nothing about my life. Am I frustrated? I was. Not anymore. I sort of know what I want to study, I didn't get in last year, I do not know about this year (for people reading this outside of Finland, Uni here is free, but you can just imagine the applicants per year compared to the amount who get in). I do not have a plan B, although I have tried mapping it out.
I was supposed to move to my own apartment, and I was greatly excited, but that turned out to not happen. The reason I wanted to move out is that I want to get on my own feet,and be close to my church. Plus the apartment which I would've gone to is a.m.a.z.i.n.g. So that's that. For about two-three months I was kind of one foot out of my home, the other still holding back.
Thirdly, I had to make a big decision about my workplace. Balancing out what would be the rational and right thing to do, turns out the right thing may not always be the rational one.
Bottom line being, I am so glad I don't have to do this on my own. I would go nuts. I was frustrated with God about this waiting, but I now have great peace about my future.
So no, I have no idea what's going to happen. I have no idea where I'll find myself, but hey, that's the exciting part! God's plan is always, always the best one. He definitely isn't a judging God out there, but a father who has given me my talents, desires and dreams. I might not be able to see why all of this has happened and is happening, but I have never seen God fail me, and he won't fail me now.
Peace.
I have eaten loads of food today and it makes my belly happy. Food is good.
Anyway, let's get down to a very current ''issue'' what has been appearing at this age for many people. People often tend to ask questions like "What are your plans for the future?" or "What do you wanna become?".
It's normal, we all do it. I do it? It's called curiosity (or just being polite).
This question might raise strong feelings in the person who is still unsure about what they want to become, and hence feel pressure to decide. I know those people. I struggled with that for quite sometime also. Not only is that enough, but in today's society, you seem to need to work really hard whatever it is that you're doing. -------Keep busy. ---------Look like you know what you're doing.
I guess what I'm trying to say is that this day and age is all about planning out your life, knowing where you stand next year, what you study and eventually work for, where you're going to live. As a person who depends my life on God's hands, I find it amazingly interesting to know what's happening next. Let me take you through a small glimpse of my life at the moment.
~I know absolutely nothing about my life. Am I frustrated? I was. Not anymore. I sort of know what I want to study, I didn't get in last year, I do not know about this year (for people reading this outside of Finland, Uni here is free, but you can just imagine the applicants per year compared to the amount who get in). I do not have a plan B, although I have tried mapping it out.
I was supposed to move to my own apartment, and I was greatly excited, but that turned out to not happen. The reason I wanted to move out is that I want to get on my own feet,and be close to my church. Plus the apartment which I would've gone to is a.m.a.z.i.n.g. So that's that. For about two-three months I was kind of one foot out of my home, the other still holding back.
Thirdly, I had to make a big decision about my workplace. Balancing out what would be the rational and right thing to do, turns out the right thing may not always be the rational one.
Bottom line being, I am so glad I don't have to do this on my own. I would go nuts. I was frustrated with God about this waiting, but I now have great peace about my future.
So no, I have no idea what's going to happen. I have no idea where I'll find myself, but hey, that's the exciting part! God's plan is always, always the best one. He definitely isn't a judging God out there, but a father who has given me my talents, desires and dreams. I might not be able to see why all of this has happened and is happening, but I have never seen God fail me, and he won't fail me now.
Peace.
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